Let me tell you a story.

"John Freeman who was Gordon Freemans brother was one day in an office typing on a computer. He got an email from his brother that said that aliens and monsters were attacking his place and aksed him for help so he went.
John Freeman got his computer shut down and wet on the platform to go up to the roof of the building where he left his motorcycle and normal people close because he was in his office lab coat. John Freeman got on his motorcycl and said "its time for me to live up to my family name and face full life consequences" so he had to go.
John Freeman ramped off the building and did a backflip and landed. He kept driving down the road and made sure there was no zombies around because he ddint have weapon.
The contrysides were nice and the plants were singing and the birds and the sun was almost down from the top of the sky. the mood was set for John Freemans quest to help his brother where he was. John Freeman looked around the countrysides and said "its a good day to do what has to be done by me and help my brother to defeat the enemys".
John Freeman was late so he had to drive really fast. A cop car was hiden near by so when John Freeman went by the cops came and wanted to give him a ticket. Here John Freeman saw the first monster because the cop was posessed and had headcrabs.
"I cant give you my lisense officer" John Freeman said
"Why not?" said the headcrab oficer back to John Freeman.
"Because you are headcrab zombie" so John Freeman shot the oficer in the head and drove off thinking "my brother is in trouble there" and went faster.
John Freeman had to go faster like the speed of sound and got there fast because Gordon needed him where he was. John Freeman looked at road signs and saw "Ravenholm" with someons writing under it saying "u shudnt come here" so John Freeman almost turned around but heard screaming like Gordon so he went faster again.
John Freeman drove in and did another flip n jumped off his motorbike and the motor bike took out some headcrab zombies infront of John Freeman. John Freeman smiled and walked fast. John Freeman then looked on the ground and found wepon so he pickd it up and fired fast at zombie goasts in front of a house.
John Freeman said "Zombie goasts leave this place" and the zombie goasts said "but this is our house" and John Freeman felt sorry for them becaus they couldnt live there anymore because they were zombie goasts so he blew up the house and killed the zombie goasts so they were at piece.
Then John Freeman herd another scream from his brother so he kept walking really faster to get where he was. Ravenholdm was nothing like the countrysides there was no birds singing and the pants were dead and teh dirt was messy and bloody from headcrabs.
When John Freeman got to where the screaming was started from he found his brother Gorden Freeman fightin the final bosss and Gordon said "John Freeman! Over here!" so John Freeman went there to where Gordon Freeman was fighting. John Freeman fired his bullet from teh gun really fast and the bullets went and shot the final boss in the eyes and the final boss couldnt see.
Gordon Freeman said "its time to end this ones and for all!" and punched the final boss in the face and the final boss fell. John Freeman said "thanks i could help, bro" and Gordon Freeman said "you should come here earlier next time" and they laughed.
The laughed overed quickly though because John Freeman yelled "LOOK OUT BRO!" and pointed up to the top of the sky. Gordon Freeman looked up and said "NOO! John Freeman run out of here fast as you can!" and John Freeman walked real fast out.
John Freeman loked back and saw Gordon get steppd on by the next boss and he was mad and angry.
"I'll get you back evil boss!" John Freeman yelled at the top of lungs.
to be continued..?"

Hope you guys had fun!

meh.

whine whine whine. oh boo hoo christie wa my life sucks woe is me everybody give me attention because i'm so sadddddd.

Yeah, I'm sure you guys are all used to it. I would truly like to hibernate. Or, or, go back in life. I've been feeling lately that 99.9 percent of my life is freaking regret. I am stuck in a perpetual state of thinking and I can't stop it. And the thing is, I'm not getting anywhere. It's like I'm not thinking, but I can't stop thinking. It bugs me because if I was thinking and actually getting somewhere, that'd be a little better than this. I keep trying to ignore it. Sam tells me to just not let worries and regrets take hold of you, to concentrate on concentrating and stuff.
But I can't. Because I keep trying to ignore it, and am failing, I stay in the same position.

Mom's words keep repeating in my head
over
and over and over again
and Niki's words
over and over and over and over and over

I'm like Mr. Monk and how since the dr. was joking and said he was leaking cranial fluid instead of just a nose bleed, then Monk flips out...
well except they aren't joking
and and. i think i am leaking cranial fluid.
I don't want to write anything else down. I'd rather crawl into my bed and skip to the land of ever happiness than say it. I won't say it. i'm not giving up.
oh dear I hope that plant of determination doesn't wither away in the pessimistic brain of mine. It's easy to, there. It really is.

My Day for 4.18.07

1. Slightly boring, just another day, but a little anxiety at the beginning of the day. I was just overreacting.

2. There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

- Imogen Heap, from her song "Speeding Cars"

It's a really good song. Really good. You should listen to it. Just google "Imogen Heap", go to her myspace page (I hate myspace, I don't have one, but you don't need one to listen to artist profiles) and listen to Speeding Cars.

Unless you hate good songs.
Or if you are a boy. You probably won't like it.
Amanda, I guess then you're the only one who will be looking at the song XD;;

3. Niki is a jsioakldfjckl ,m903sdhol4ed.
It makes me sad. But I won't react.

No I won't.

(Easier said than done)

My Day for 4.15.07

1. Boring, short, and annoying (I have a cold, it hurts to talk .-.)
2. O true apothecary! Thy drugs are quick. Thus with a kiss I die. - Said by Romeo in Romeo and Juliet, a play written by Shakespeare

Damn. If there is a quote that I cannot stop saying it's that one.
Or...
ABRAHAM
Do you bite your thumb at us, sir?

SAMPSON
I do bite my thumb, sir.

ABRAHAM
Do you bite your thumb at us, sir?

SAMPSON
[Aside to GREGORY] Is the law of our side, if I say
ay?

GREGORY
No.

SAMPSON
No, sir, I do not bite my thumb at you, sir, but I
bite my thumb, sir.

GREGORY
Do you quarrel, sir?

ABRAHAM
Quarrel sir! no, sir.

SAMPSON
If you do, sir, I am for you: I serve as good a man as you.

ABRAHAM
No better.

SAMPSON
Well, sir.

GREGORY
Say 'better:' here comes one of my master's kinsmen.

SAMPSON
Yes, better, sir.

ABRAHAM
You lie.

Or maybe, this one "What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet;"

Yah. I watched Romeo+Juliet, the one directed by Baz Luhrmann. It's a really good movie. You should see it. It's like, half chick flick, half people running around killing each other. It's pretty good. And trust me, it'll make you want to talk in old english for the rest of the day. Well, for me at least. :|

3. Nobody actually answers these questions, so wave goodbye to this section for ever and ever~
Now my blog is just getting more and more pathetic.
I suppose it'll be my rant section, or the part where I just type whatever the hell I want to since I'm bored. My current situation is that I swear too much. I am just a big swear word I swear so much. I'm like "swear here swear here, oh, i shouldn't swear! *swears some more*" and it's really getting on my nerves. Nobody respects a person who swears a lot. And I want to be respected. It upsets me that I'm like this. I'm also very annoying. I was a great person just a while ago, why is everything that I've worked so hard to be just falling apart? I've worked on being less clingy, less overdramatic, less needy... Less pushy, less stubborn, less mean, less selfish, less quick to react. I've worked hard to be a better person but all of the sudden... I'm annoying. I'm mean, stubborn, selfish, quick to react and pushy. Then once I realize this, I break down and cling and am melodramatic and needy and blahblahblah. D: This is not fun.

My day for 3.26.07

1. Tender, fun, affectionate
2. Nunc scio quit sit amor.
3. Uh. I can't think of a question. So just state something random about yourself.
I eat skittles in a certain order. Yellow, orange (their places may be switched), green, purple, red.

My day for 3.19.07

1. Uneventful, upsetting, art-block.
2. We have just enough religion to make us hate, but not enough to make us love one another. - Jonathan Swift
3. Do you look at yourself in a negative way, or in a positive way?

I usually look at myself in a negative way when it comes to personality... It's only once in a while that I feel really, really good about myself... But in a positive way when it comes to my stunning, dazzling beauty, unless my hair looks lame or I'm wearing my glasses. Ew :P

My day for 3.17.07

1. My day was: Short, unproductive, but not bad
2. Quote: "You cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today" - Abraham Lincoln
3. Question: Would you rather have everything given to you, and you didn't have to work for anything, or would you prefer having to do the work, very difficult yourself?

I'd actually prefer doing the work. Whenever I finish homework, I feel accomplished. Sure, the act of doing homework or work is no fun at all, but I feel proud when I'm finished!